The thought of seeing her son face to face, for the first time in months since the family feud is rumored to have erupted, between Victoria Beckham and Brookyln, an insider warns the mom-of-four is feeling nervous.

According to Heat World, “for Vic, the idea of seeing him after everything that’s happened is totally overwhelming.”

Because “this will be the first time she has seen Brooklyn in months” and “she’s not sure how she’ll handle that.”

According to the source, “the thought of it makes her physically sick with nerves. She’s terrified it could make things even worse if he decides to keep his distance.”

However, Vic and her husband are going to be putting on a brave face for the wedding as a whole because “both she and David are really looking forward to celebrating Holly’s big day.”

“They’ve known her since she was a little girl and are so excited about the idea of seeing her tying the knot with Adam. They can’t wait to be a part of her special day.”

For those unversed with the Beckham family, there are a number of rumors associated with their family feud and its said that everything relates to Nicola Peltz, Brookyln’s wife who chose not to wear a wedding dress designed by her mother in law.

Since then rumors swirled and in many events like milestone birthdays the couple were not seen in attendance